Every separation is inevitable.

Today's the last night my japanese host sister is staying in this house. She's leaving for Japan tomorrow. 

I just helped her with her luggage. It still doesn't seem real to me. She's actually leaving. 

We've been together for 3 months now. It's not a very long time and it's not very short either. I still can't believe that she's really leaving tomorrow. 

After tomorrow night, there will be one person less on the dinner table. There will be no one sharing the bathroom and toilet with me. The lights in the room opposite mine will not be switch on again.... This is really sad. 

I know that she's leaving sooner or later. I will too. But it is still unbelievable that we are going in separate paths now. We won't be able to meet for a very long time after this separation. When will I go to Japan? When will she come to Malaysia? It is still unknown. 

After spending so much time together, I'm not ready to let her leave yet. Where will I get another japanese host sister like her ? There's no way. I'm not l ready for this separation at all. I really don't want her to leave, but unfortunately, separation is inevitable. One day, I will leave too and continune my path.